Don't

Love Me, Don't Hate Me

Think About Me, Don't Talk About Me

Forgive Me, Don't Forget Me

Walk with me Not Away from me

Speak to me don't ignore me

Tell me what you think don't leave me out

Like me don't pretend to

Take me as I am don't expect me to change

help me don't let me drive myself into the ground

Protect me don't wound me

Kiss me don't hurt me

reach for me don't run from me

understand me don't stop trying

Hold me don't let me go...



Need me because I need you

Keep me because I'll keep you

Love me because I Love you








(c) Bonnie B.

Built up Frustrations

Built up Frustrations
all new sensations
new found pleasures
security measures
feel my touch
slip friction clutch


bittersweet emotions
life promotions
so much to master
want it to go faster


understand the words I say
there's so many ways to stray
needing nothing, Wanting it all
be strong, don't fall


Built up Frustrations
all new sensations
new found pleasures
security measures
feel my touch
slip friction clutch


no more lies
just need to improvise
more wrong answers than right
my king of the night


body and soul
I'm yours to control
wrong or right
they'll be no fight


Built up Frustrations
all new sensations
new found pleasures
security measures
feel my touch
slip friction clutch

I miss you so much...

met me in your dreams
go to the extremes
I'll be your reality
craving sensuality

Built up Frustrations
all new sensations
new found pleasures
security measures
feel my touch
slip friction clutch


Frustrated sensations
slip friction clutch













(c) Bonnie B.

It's Over...

I dont ever wanna say
its over
dont wanna say
that I don't want this anymore
tears consume me
my tears they burn me
I need you...
but your so far away

wanting way too much
going way to fast
reminding me of past
mistakes...

my flesh is calling
I am falling
I've come to far
to mess it up now

I dont ever wanna say
its over
dont wanna say
that I don't want this anymore
tears consume me
my tears they burn me
I need you...
but your so far away

my mind is working overtime
telling me we'll make a mistake
that'll make my heart break
that'll make my love fake
I don't want this...

innocents is lost
didn't care of the cost
never will I be the same

I dont ever wanna say
its over
dont wanna say
that I don't want this anymore
tears consume me
my tears they burn me
I need you...
but your so far away











(c) Bonnie B.

My Tears

nothing sees to be right
I can feel it we're
on the brink of a fight
everything so unclear
just don't

Im lost, I know it
so much I don't want to admit
my tears burn me
my fears turn me
into another girl

Trouble finds me
hunts me down
feeling like I might drown
very time you give me that frown
stop it!

I'm who I am
who I'll always be
why can't you see?
why can't you try
to understand






(c) Bonnie B.

Tell me

Pain consumes me
takes me in
telling me I'm wrong
it tells me I'm not worth it
that I'll never be
it tells me you don't love me anymore
that it'll never be the same
I wish I could tell them its not true...

they tell me I'm ugly
that I'm nothing anyone wants
it tells me old scars never fade
who am I to say, its not true?

I need.... Something
someone to tell me...
something...

pain consumes me
takes me in
telling me I'm wrong
it tells me I'm not worth it
that I'll never be
it tells me you don't love me anymore
that it'll never be the same
I wish I could tell them its not true...

because they keep saying
I'll never make it
I'll never be good enough for you
..For anyone
they tell me to give up
to cry myself to sleep
but that not what I want

I want to be loved...
I want to be beautiful...
I want to be more...

I need.... Something
someone to tell me...
something...

pain consumes me
takes me in
telling me I'm wrong
it tells me I'm not worth it
that I'll never be
it tells me you don't love me anymore
that it'll never be the same
I wish I could tell them its not true...


pain consumes me...
and I don't want to cry... cry myself to sleep...
please... Not again.

I wish I could tell them its not true.







(c) Bonnie B.