Kissin' You Cold

Those blue eyes
Will be my demise
They look through me
Take me in
Making my head spin
Baby, your my sin

Those hands of yours
They open doors
Just take me to another place
Just wanna look at your face
I don't care where we're going
As long as its with you

If the truth is to be told
I'm wild about kissin' you cold
If the truth is on the table
I'm anything but stable
Yeah, I'm anything but able
to breathe

those words you say
when we're away, alone
telling the unknown
got me wound up
trying to get closer to you
but I'm already there

that pain I see
kills me when I push you away
always wanting you
even when we argue
always wishing
you'd never have to leave

If the truth is to be told
I'm wild about kissin' you cold
If the truth is on the table
I'm anything but stable
Yeah, I'm anything but able
to breathe

If the truth is to be told
I'm wild about kissin' you cold
If the truth is on the table
I'm anything but stable
Yeah, I'm anything but able
to believe

your gone...






(c) Bonnie B.

Not Enough Lies

Talking to you late
contemplating fate
got you up all night
talking about our fight

I can feel it
I'm changing
I'm choosing
another way
hoping I won't
lose myself in pain

knowing what I gave you
knowing I can never have it back
all I feel I lack
I Love you, its true
but... I hate her

so many questions
not enough lies
listen as she cries
just look into her eyes
do you see the fear? The pain?
tell me you'll always be there
but that's not fair...
cause I know you won't

lies unite us
lies tear us apart
trust is strong
trust is weak
what is it you seek?

this is everything I've been wanting
everything so taunting
but I didn't know I'd be so scared
I'm so very unprepared

trying too hard
always on your guard
pushing and pulling
twisting and turning
too far in to be unscarred

so many questions
not enough lies
listen as she cries
just look into her eyes
do you see the fear? The pain?
tell me you'll always be there
but that's not fair...
cause I know you won't

so many questions
not enough lies
listen as she cries
just look into her eyes
do you see the fear? The pain?
tell me you'll always be there
but that's not fair...
cause I know you won't

but I can always dream...










(c) Bonnie B.

60 Days Without You

In the dark
alone with you
wishing it weren't true
breathing heavy
going fast
this just has to last

the way you make me feel
it's truly unreal
wild with the thrill
never knowing how to react
always got me sidetracked
baby, I'm lost without you

60 days without you
please tell me its not true
60 days of waiting
wishing you were here
nothing should hurt this much
craving for your touch
Baby, I need you

In the rain
laughing with you
never knowing
never knowing of the pain
but knowing now
its still worth it

yeah I'll count days
but for now
I'm counting minutes
all of it a daze
knowing its just a faze
Baby, I miss you

60 days without you
please tell me its not true
60 days of waiting
wishing you were here
nothing should hurt this much
craving for your touch
Baby, I need you

remember where I took you
where we just sat and talked
just us two
where there was water and green
seeing the unseen
baby, lets go back

60 days without you
please tell me its not true
60 days of waiting
wishing you were here
nothing should hurt this much
craving for your touch
Baby, I Love you




I Love you more.







(c) Bonnie Broderick

I may break

I think I may break
there's just so much at stake
wanting it all
but knowing that could be the
reason for our fall

everything so perfect, so true
But nothings perfect, So I'm scared
that I'll end up losing you
going crazy thinking
maybe that's why I never do

this love of ours is sweet
but it hurts me
just waiting for my defeat
this love you give
holds me captive

I think I may break
there's just so much at stake
wanting it all
but knowing that could be the
reason for our fall

it wasn't supposed to happen
never this way
I meant to leave you
before you had a chance
to burn me

but every time I saw you
I forgot my plan
laughed with you and kissed you
no, it wasn't supposed to be that way
but I'm happy it did

I wouldn't give this way
for anything
please you must understand
I Love you... I always will

I think I may break
there's just so much at stake
wanting it all
but knowing that could be the
reason for our fall

I can't bear it when your sad
wish I could kiss your pain away
laugh for me, smile for me
man I've got it bad....

I think I may break
there's just so much at stake
wanting it all
but knowing that could be the
reason for our fall

I don't ever want to fall.... Not unless your there to catch me












(c) Bonnie Broderick

I Love You

It's late, I know
busy thinking
busy thinking of today
it's late I know
but baby

you've got me going crazy
life without you getting hazy
I know when you leave
It'll hurt like you won't believe
but every kiss I give you
is a promise, I Love You

as I get deeper
as I find out there's
so much more to find
knowing it all has to be defined
I see how much you matter
to me...

finding this is more than a
one time fling
more than what a
crush can bring
to tell the truth...
I'm scared

you've got me going crazy
life without you getting hazy
I know when you leave
It'll hurt like you won't believe
but every kiss I give you
is a promise, I Love You

you've done it again
making me go crazy
I'm anything but lazy
I want to know it all
want to know before nightfall
but there's too much to know

wanting you to kiss me
wanting you to miss me
tell me you do and
kiss me just one more time
okay... Just once more

you've got me going crazy
life without you getting hazy
I know when you leave
It'll hurt like you won't believe
but every kiss I give you
is a promise, I Love You

your not what I expected
baby your so much more
your not who I thought you'd be
baby your better

you've got me going crazy
life without you getting hazy
I know when you leave
It'll hurt like you won't believe
but every kiss I give you
is a promise, I Love You


I Love You, Baby.









(c) Bonnie Broderick

Don't Understand

I know you love me
and I know you care
your everything
your mine

but nothings perfect
I know that well
nothing perfect but
I tell you, all of my faults
where's my verdict?

do you not trust me?
I just don't understand
why you can't tell me first-hand
is there a reason your protecting
me from you?
don't you understand all I want
is you?
but I can't do that at arms length
only when we're level
Do you not trust me?

I know it may sound stupid
but really who cares?
nothing I can say will change you
and stuff you keep from me
I might never know

but we both know
it always comes back later
and this will never work
if your not honest with me
I promise I won't be angry

do you not trust me?
I just don't understand
why you can't tell me first-hand
is there a reason your protecting
me from you?
don't you understand all I want
is you?
but I can't do that at arms length
only when we're level
Do you not trust me?


I just don't understand
why can't you just tell me?


do you not trust me?
I just don't understand
why you can't tell me first-hand
is there a reason your protecting
me from you?
don't you understand all I want
is you?
but I can't do that at arms length
only when we're level
Do you not trust me?


Why don't you trust me?








(c) Bonnie B.

Details disappear

Details disappear
just when you think
you've got nothing to fear
when you've stopped hiding
from the shadows
from the pain

facts fade
feeling like you've
been betrayed
by all who said
they'd never

Details are disappearing
facts are fading
reasons are slipping
meanings are dissolving
reality is vanishing
nothing will stay

reasons slip away
knowing later you'll
have to pay
for everything
you say

meanings dissolve
just when you've
come to your resolve
nothing making sense
when it matters most

Details are disappearing
facts are fading
reasons are slipping
meanings are dissolving
reality is vanishing
nothing will stay

reality vanishes
waiting for some kind
of advantages
so that you don't
feel so, so far behind

Details are disappearing
facts are fading
reasons are slipping
meanings are dissolving
reality is vanishing
nothing will ever stay




(c) Bonnie B.

Never

Feeling like nothing I do is right
always needing to fight
for the respect I know I deserve
always having to look away
pretend like I don't care
that they look at me the way they do


it never ends
it never goes away
in the end you ALWAYS have to pay


I know what I am, who I am
but knowing who I wanted to be still hurts
I may look like I didn't get it
but the truth is, I didn't want to
I may act like I'm ok with that
but the cold hard truth is I hate it.


It never ends
it never goes away
in the end you ALWAYS have to pay


Looking away, knowing I'll have to pay
Crying when I know, no one will care
all the pain I have to share
complaining about everything to forget
all the things inside if me that are hurting
maybe I am shallow, foolish and small
but how would you know, if you never really look


it never ends
it never goes away
in the end you ALWAYS have to pay


I see every look they give me
I know you think I don't
surgar coating words to make it seem funny
I know its not
But laughing is better than crying
yeah, laughing is better than trying
to explain


it never ends
it never goes away
in the end you ALWAYS have to pay
in the end you wish you hadn't strayed







(c) Bonnie Broderick