Tell me

Pain consumes me
takes me in
telling me I'm wrong
it tells me I'm not worth it
that I'll never be
it tells me you don't love me anymore
that it'll never be the same
I wish I could tell them its not true...

they tell me I'm ugly
that I'm nothing anyone wants
it tells me old scars never fade
who am I to say, its not true?

I need.... Something
someone to tell me...
something...

pain consumes me
takes me in
telling me I'm wrong
it tells me I'm not worth it
that I'll never be
it tells me you don't love me anymore
that it'll never be the same
I wish I could tell them its not true...

because they keep saying
I'll never make it
I'll never be good enough for you
..For anyone
they tell me to give up
to cry myself to sleep
but that not what I want

I want to be loved...
I want to be beautiful...
I want to be more...

I need.... Something
someone to tell me...
something...

pain consumes me
takes me in
telling me I'm wrong
it tells me I'm not worth it
that I'll never be
it tells me you don't love me anymore
that it'll never be the same
I wish I could tell them its not true...


pain consumes me...
and I don't want to cry... cry myself to sleep...
please... Not again.

I wish I could tell them its not true.







(c) Bonnie B.