Not Enough Lies

Talking to you late
contemplating fate
got you up all night
talking about our fight

I can feel it
I'm changing
I'm choosing
another way
hoping I won't
lose myself in pain

knowing what I gave you
knowing I can never have it back
all I feel I lack
I Love you, its true
but... I hate her

so many questions
not enough lies
listen as she cries
just look into her eyes
do you see the fear? The pain?
tell me you'll always be there
but that's not fair...
cause I know you won't

lies unite us
lies tear us apart
trust is strong
trust is weak
what is it you seek?

this is everything I've been wanting
everything so taunting
but I didn't know I'd be so scared
I'm so very unprepared

trying too hard
always on your guard
pushing and pulling
twisting and turning
too far in to be unscarred

so many questions
not enough lies
listen as she cries
just look into her eyes
do you see the fear? The pain?
tell me you'll always be there
but that's not fair...
cause I know you won't

so many questions
not enough lies
listen as she cries
just look into her eyes
do you see the fear? The pain?
tell me you'll always be there
but that's not fair...
cause I know you won't

but I can always dream...










(c) Bonnie B.